milk, milk, lemonade

Why?

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 03:52:26 GMT

http://www.defensetech.org/archives/001219.html
http://www.globalresearch.ca/index.php?context=viewArticle&code=20060521&articleId=2485

What the Fuck is wrong with you people?

"hey heres a great idea, lets deal with rioting crowds by microwaving them, that should shut them up"

Who the hell said this would be a good "non lethal" weapon??

decision made

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 17:57:03 GMT

my aplication for URTA is in.

now we play the waiting game...

...

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 07:12:08 GMT

Wow,

never before in my life have i received more praise for any one thing, than i did today with my lights for Titanica.

i sat and listened as two people in front of me whispered about haw amazing the lights were, during the performance. after the show at the bar strangers who had seen the show would come up to me and say "you're the lighting designer? you did such a good job" or "your lights were amazing"

perhaps i have found my calling...

but then there is directing.

yesterday my directing scene went very well. i got goosebumps watching them perform. knowing that i was responsible for what they were doing. and i got some good comments about it.

so heres the problem... i would like to direct. i would also like to do lighting design
(now nothing is stopping me from doing both)
but i am trying to decide what grad school to apply to, and in which field.

lighting design?

Directing?

i need to decide by tomorrow...

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 04:23:12 GMT

i am, very disorganized.

Tue, 09 Oct 2007 17:31:29 GMT

i am Realy Pissed off right now

i will give myself 48 hours, time to cool down

if i still feel the same way, i end it.

i have been tossing around this idea since the semester began.

i keep on deciding to stay because i want a degree and i am so close.
i dont want this to end up like when i droped out of the Dome but why does it feel like i am still wasting my time?

and why am i geting shit on because other people cant comunicate or listen.

Mon, 08 Oct 2007 05:54:09 GMT

lightning in October?

how often does that happen here?

Wed, 26 Sep 2007 01:56:08 GMT

i have halo 3 now,
but also homework,
and midterms.... (sorry prof cant make it to class on Thursday... cough cough..)
yeah right.

jenna is playing now as i am finishing of my homework for the week

today was a dream

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 04:19:43 GMT

to say that today was a bit strange would be an understatement.
the dream i had before i woke up seemed more realistic than my day.

i left the house after misplacing 15 minutes.
walking to the metro i saw two bycycle cops in hot pursuit of a speeding car.
when i got in to the metro, there was a butterfly fluttering around the platform, and was not at all disturbed by the gust of wind as the metro approached. i thought i should try to save it, and went to catch it, but it evaded my attempts and fluttered off to the other side of the platform. and still not affected by the backdraft as the other metro approached. everything seemed to fall in to place for me as i made all my connections, got to school with minutes to spare, and i ran in to one of my teachers, who i was trying to find for a while, he gave me some fantastic insight to an effect that i was struggling with all summer. i went to class prepared my presentation for tomorrow, and hoped on the shuttle home, while riding the shuttle, i was looking out the window, on the street i saw a man.
he looked like an average man, not well dressed, but certainly not a Dirty hobo.
this man was feeding the pigeons.
Not all that weird, except that 2 pigeons were eating right out of his hand, one was perched on his arm pecking away at the food, the other was right in the palm of his hand.
Bizarre, i thought.
so i head in to the metro, and decide to get out at verdun, as i reach the doors to head outside i notice the legion across the street, bot the Canadian flag and the Quebec flag are flapping in the wind, however they were both flapping in different directions. it did not last long, in fact mere seconds after i noticed the Quebec flag quickly joined the Canadian flag, it was almost as if the only thing forcing it to flow with the wind was the fact that someone had noticed.
so i walked on home. only to get stoped by a little girl selling door to door chocolates and such, i decided to buy 2 but the girl did not have change, she called to the man who was looking out for the kids, (there were a few walking up and down the street) the man came over and i recognized him as the guy who works in the Valentines underneath paramount. he gave me change for my 10$ then i bought the chocolate and headed up the stair to my Apt.

i really wish i took my camera with me to school today

Norway

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 17:02:25 GMT

Wow, if you ever get the chance to take the train from oslo to bergen, Do it!

Adventure

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 00:31:43 GMT

very soon... i will be in norway.
why you ask?
why not??

well it will be an adventure thats for sure.

from tony

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 14:35:30 GMT

i laughed so hard while watching this does that make me a bad person?

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 03:28:22 GMT

Why is it i managed to avoid geting sick all summer long, yet on my last day of work and about to start my vacation i get struck with a crapy Cold... not just a sniffles cold, one of those sore throat, sinus aches ect colds.

poo

bleh.

I Will miss the VMC group

later guys...

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 18:05:28 GMT

well?

less than a week to go now....

and soon my final year at university will begin. it will go by so quickly i am sure.

but once i am done? then what?

the real world scares me....

ok... awsome!

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 02:07:29 GMT

so it has been a Fucking killer week, three mad exams and a final paper to write, and the work front was not much better (you loos a day of work, now you have to wrok from 7 to 3, now you dont, now you have to work weeks again, now you might not bla bla bla bla bla)
and to top it off this weekend i am in a movie, well not only am i in the movie (bit part no lines), i am also one of the Awesome Production assistants!

so yeah it has been bussy as all fuck, but by tomorow at 6 shooting will be done, then its a few months of post prod, then Its on the BIG SCREEN!

so it is totaly worth it

my apologies to all the partys i missed because i have been super bussy, as of monday it would seem that i have a bit of breathing room, that is untill i start diving in to the titanica stuffs again.

being busy means i dont have time to stop and think (it also is a good excuse to get out of doing the dishes)

i cant wait any longer

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:27:12 GMT

ok its half past 11 i just saw a bunch of looters head in to the dep across the street, one of them came out, i never saw somone run so fast. oh well i guess i cant go get beer.
no one is answeing their phones, this is real fucked up

still no word from jenna, so im heading out, got my gas mask and i have a few swords and knives and my flashlight, i should be ok, grab my camera just in case. im going to head to the surplus thats were she was last.

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:51:28 GMT

ok i knew this shit was coming, the one thing i could say for our generation is we have been waiting for this shit. it didnt hit me untill i was out of my cossy office on the 20th floor the day had started like any other, a few people absent, but it was leaving the office when i knew somthing was up. a large pile of us were wating for the elevator, the doors binged there was somone in the elevator already and many croweded in, i couldnt fit so i stayed back, thats when i heard them screaming. just as the doors closed, there must have been an infected in there. all we could hear was the sound of screaming and thuding against the walls, then nothing.i took the other elevator down with the few who remained in morbid silence. when we got to the bottom floor we saw the carnage the other elevator went through, a body was stuck in the door and the alrm was beeping a large trail of blood lead from it towards the door. we all decided to get the fuck out as fast as possible.
. i had to walk home, the metros werent runing and i dared not enter the tunnels, who knows what was down there.
i stuck to side streets for the most part, and managed to get a big piece of fence just in case,
i have never seen the streets of downtown so empty, it was erie.
i kept trying to call Jenna, but there was no answer, i hoped that she just forgot her cel at home again.
i was almost passed atwater market when i saw them, i swear i heard a woman scream, but i could stop they had seen me and i had to run, there was no stoping i bolted for the bridge across the canal, they were hot on my trail, but i could out run them, i made it to the bridge. as i started across the bridge i noticed there were more on the other side, i was sandwiched on a tiny foot bridge above the lachine canal.
there was only one way out.
i still feel sick, i think i swalowed some water.
but i got away.
i managed to pull myself to shore further down near the malt plant, once i was sure i had lost them.
i cut across the overpass 'borowed' a bike and made my way home.
when i got inside i realised i was alone, jenna had left her phone on the desk though.
i locked the doors and pulled down my Katana, the streets are empty. i think im alone. if i dont hear from Jenna in an hour im going to head out looking for her.

for more info
http://myelvesaredifferent.blogspot.com/2007/05/blog-like-its-end-of-world-bliteotw.html

Fallout 3

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 04:15:48 GMT

for all you fans. its actualy coming out

garbage day!

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 17:43:43 GMT

i dont think i need to say any more

the weeks ahead

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 12:07:39 GMT

why does everything have to happen on the same day? there will be nothing going on for weeks then all of a sudden everyone is clamoring to have an event on the same day i have to be at work, in an exam and on set(now as a lighting tec woo hoo)how will i manage to do it all?

anyone know of some good clones?

and then....

Tue, 29 May 2007 05:34:27 GMT

i still cant shake these ideas dancing around in my head.

i think im starting to loose little bits of sleep here and there beacuse of it too. and its not like anythings too complicated, its just not "right" well theres not much i can do about it, anymore.
i dont understand whats happened to this city lately. perhaps its the weather, after being cooped up inside for a very long time everyone has gone a bit stir crazy.
or perhaps everyone has been like this all the time i just was too blind to see it.

but seriously what the fuck is wrong with people. what happened to decency and maners?
where did the "treat others the way you would like to be treated" idea go. what happened to treating people with respect. its not like im asking for the world to stop making money or stop driving cars, im just looking for a bit of civility.

and i cant seem to find it. all i find is assholes with no respect for anyone around them. like the guy who tried to pick a fight with my me and my mom while we were driving home. or the asshole who tried to run me over because i was passing in front of his car as he was trying to get in line to get in to a parking garage, or those shitheads who blast their shit music on their PSPs on the bus. or the Jack ASS who cant wait to get his fucking Nicfix so he lights up on the metro. or the Hobo who gives me shit for not giving him change. or the Dickhead of a metro driver who decided to stop his train in the middle of rushhour to tell everone why the strikers were right and we were greedy pigs..

well you know what. i am sick of it, i am sick and tired of the people who ruin it for everyone.
i am sick of the people who have no respect for the world around them. and i am very sick of the people who think that they can get away with it.
Who the Fuck raised these people?

seriously?

...

Wed, 23 May 2007 05:17:52 GMT

thIngs keep happening and they
end up Waining And
leaving me
quite confused

am i ready to take the leap
or am
i
afraid of the fall

will i fall in to open arms
or an
obscure reference??

am i
seting myself
up?

will i fail?

~~!

late night...

Sat, 28 Apr 2007 09:13:02 GMT

early morning walks home give me time to think. it was quite nice listening to the birds chatter as i wandered home . the sudden and heavy rain fall did not daunt my spirits.
i need time to think now more than ever
huge decisions weigh quite heavy on my mind, and i feel like im at a bit of an impass.

will things get worse before they get better?

everything seemed to be going ok but all of a sudden...

anyhow, i am trying to decide what to do with the whole grad school thing... i know it seems a bit premature, but i only have a year left in DFTT and what i do afterwards is realy up in the air, and i think thats whats buging me

among other things

perhaps i have become too stagnant and a change of scenery will do me some good...

well i still have time to think about it.

right?

meme stolen

Fri, 27 Apr 2007 06:46:40 GMT

go to google and type your name and likes to in quotations, (eg. "ronan likes to") and hit search post 10 things that come up

Ronan likes to sleep as close to my face as he can get
Ronan likes to sit in the "secret seat"
Ronan likes to keep out of the limelight
Ronan likes to kick ass!!
Ronan likes to get involved with the big boys
ronan likes to toast his students, not flame them
Ronan likes to eat: oatmeal, rice cereal, bananas, pears, sweet potato, squash.
Ronan likes to put MAYO on her boy's monkey
Ronan likes to dabble with noise, but it's not his forte
Ronan likes to live a normal life and is just like you or I - except for the fact that he's got stacks of cash and lives in a mansion!

it apears my daemon is my niece

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 04:58:11 GMT

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 13:07:38 GMT

good god its desgusting outside, and i have so many things to do today too.

i feel like i should be out taking pictures of this amazing storm though, but i dont want to trash my camera, and im not going to get to develop them for a while anyway

its still gross out, i am glad that i dont have to lug my portfolio all the way back down to lyola though. i was smart enough to leave it there
but i will have to bring it back,